Dad, I need you to pray for me.”
I
had a very serious situation in my life that I couldn’t stop
worrying
about. It was causing me so much anxiety that I couldn’t
sleep at night. I knew if I told my dad, it would upset him
also.
“The Lord knows all the details,” I assured him. “I just want you to pray for something very important. Call it my special intention.”
Sometime the next week I called home to say hello. “Well, did you get your wish?” my dad wanted to know.
He
sounded anxious.
“What wish? What do you mean?” I had no idea what he was talking about. “Last week when you called, you asked me to pray for a special intention something very important.”
“What was it?” I asked, searching my memory bank, straining to recall our last conversation.
“I don’t know! You wouldn’t tell me! But I’ve been praying about it every night and I just wondered if you got it.”
I
quickly turned the mouthpiece of the telephone away from
my mouth so my dad wouldn’t hear me laugh as bits and
pieces of our last conversation flashed through my mind. As
I remembered asking him to pray for something that was causing
me great anxiety, it dawned on me that I really had let
go of whatever it was. I had not thought about it again. Whatever
it was must have worked out; I couldn’t remember.
Finally
I said, “Dad, I have peace about it, but keep on praying.”
This
time when we hung up, I felt like the Lord was standing
in my kitchen laughing along with me. “You got me,” I
admitted out loud. “I can’t remember why I was so worried.”
Words formed in my heart, “See why I tell you not to worry? Your special intention had you so worried just a few days ago that you couldn’t sleep. Today, you can’t even remember
Don’t you worry about what it was,” the Lord seemed to speak to my heart. “See how you trust your dad? See how you have faith that he will take care of whatever you ask him?
I
remembered Jesus teaching, “So do not worry and say, ‘What
are we to eat?’ or ‘What are we to drink?’ or ‘What are we
to wear?’ All these things the pagans seek. Your heavenly Father
knows that you need them all. But seek first the kingdom of
God and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to
you besides. Do not worry about tomorrow; tomorrow will take
care of itself. Sufficient for a day is its own evil.” (Matthew 6:31-34, NAB
It’s
easy to say, “Don’t worry.” But how is that possible? How
do we let go of fear and anxiety?
Scripture tells us how: “Cast all your cares on Him because He cares for you.”
(1 Peter 5:7)
I’ve
had a lot of practice casting my cares on Him. When I was a
young, single mom of three small children, it began as a daily discipline
that carried me through some very difficult years. Every
morning I got up and began my day with my Father in Heaven.
I
had three things:
1)
My quiet place. Usually the living room couch or a lawn chair
out
on the driveway – the place with the least distractions. “Rising very
early before dawn He (Jesus) left and went off to a deserted place
where He prayed.” (Mark 1:35)
2) My Bible. “All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful for
3)
My journal. Keeping a journal helped me focus. It also helped me
remember
my prayer requests and the Scriptures and direction the Lord
gave during those quiet times. “Write down the vision clearly upon
the tablets so that one can read it readily.” (Habakkuk 2:2)
I prayed for my children and their friends, calling each by name. On the
bottom
line I always wrote, “Father I ask you to order my day to Your good
pleasure.”
It was only after I had put everything on paper that I was able to let it
Then
I opened my Bible and read until God spoke to me through His Word.
It was through this quiet time of writing and reading the Scriptures
that I experienced the friendship of God and learned of
His
goodness, faithfulness, and power. Nothing is too difficult for Him.
The interesting thing is that now, almost 40 years later, this discipline
The
Apostle Paul wrote, “Have no anxiety at all, but in everything,
by
prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, make your requests known to
God. Then the peace of God that surpasses all understanding will guard
your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:6-7)
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